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I’m very inspired by this woman. Both beautiful and intelligent.
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downtown’s sweetheart
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James Brown - The Payback
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Is it worth the pain to love?
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I have yet to experience a subway or train.
I feel like I’m missing out on something. Its sort of not fair when you’re from the south. My only time being in New York I stayed in Manhattan for a week. The people with me weren’t from NY either, so they were to
pussyscared to go in the subways. I went down the steps to took a look, alone, a one man wold pack. I got to the gates and said fuck it.. I’m going back up.So, that’s my whole subway experience. Or should I say lack there of?
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Today I felt some sort of really strong connection with a woman customer at my place of work. Though I feel shes very beautiful, I’m positive it wasn’t just physical attraction. There was more to it, something about her as a person.
I don’t mean to get to deep, but its as if I was more attracted to her energy. I think we shared similar inner souls. Meaning we shared a lot of similar outlooks and perspectives on life itself. There was something very compelling about this woman.
When she initially approached me for help I even complimented her on her beauty, not knowing we would later talk for at least thirty minutes. I genuinely enjoyed each second of our conversation. I got the feeling that if we were to hang out, we would laugh, talk, and have so much fun together.
Here’s the twist. This woman I speak of could possibly be almost twice my age. She has a son in college who is only a year younger than I am, and two other daughters as well.
In all honesty I’m not sure if she was interested in me or what exactly was going on. What confused me was her giving me her business card with her number on it. She never said to call her or what exactly she was giving me the card for.
This woman has a successful career being a Realtor. I’m a lost soul with random artistic abilities searching for my place in this world. I’m not even sure if I should call her or what I even call for. Whenever, if ever I figure something out, I’ll ring her line.
Maybe I could be that guy who gave Stella her groove back?
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“If I can’t be my own, I’d feel better dead.” - Alice In Chains - Nutshell
Whats the point in living if you aren’t living to your liking? I’ve never been able to relate to people who live life by certain guidelines or within certain boundaries. I think freedom and self expression is God’s, or whoever you do or don’t believe ins greatest gift. The ability to have a choice and live that choice is beautiful.
This doesn’t mean to go about things recklessly or completely without care. Everything you do obviously has results to it. I just think its insane to do or not do things you enjoy to be accepted or viewed a certain way. That’s like putting yourself in a box, or not being who you really are or want to be.
I’d rather not ride this ride if I have to confine myself to what society views as acceptable. Why worry about what another person who is just as human as you thinks?
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Weezer - Beverly Hills
__________Where I come from isn’t all that great
My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me
I didn’t go to boarding schools
Preppy girls never looked at me
Why should they, I ain’t nobody
Got nothing in my pocket
Beverly Hills… That’s where I want to be!
